Just wanted to say hi 🙂 Everyone is really happy today, it’s really nice. Surprise visits, good friends, no fights in the house, and good coping strategies that work well, also lots of people to talk to online who know us all. This is good. I am pleased. Also we had an ice bun for breakfast and it was super sweet and tasty and good, and we need to do a food shop but Tasha is putting it off because doesn’t know what to get so I may just do it with Kass so we actually have food. Also I am alive and happy and content so this is good too. I’m allowing myself to be more my age a bit more because it’s okay to have fun, and I like doing fun things, and so I’m trying to do them more and not try to take responsibility, especially since Kass is becoming a system protector like Kay, but yes. Today is raining and wet, but that’s okay because it washes away the bad, and gives us a new sky 🙂
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Tasha Post, RIP Jenny
Today, at around 2am, we lost Jenny. I wanted to just write down some of the last things she said, or words to that effect.
“Losing hope isn’t like a big bang, like a sudden thing, or a big moment. It’s quiet, it just….suddenly is. One moment you have it, the next, it’s gone, empty. That’s what losing hope is like.”
“I don’t want to be here anymore, everyone lies, everything hurts.”
(In the hospital to a nurse) “I…wanted to die, but I don’t want Tasha to be hurt. Is Tasha going to be okay?”
(And to me, quietly) “Don’t worry, she’ll be here.” (She had lost sense of time and what was going on by this point.)
Brave Jenny, please return one day. I don’t know how to be without you.
Jenny
It’s about time I posted here. I’ve been very much part of fixing Tasha, and their life, and their environment, I even cook sometimes now. I don’t really know what to say though. I guess hi. I don’t know who reads these anymore, I know Dawn does, (Hi Dawn), but other than that, um, I don’t really know. Oh oh oh! I know, comment on here if you’re reading this! If you read this, leave a comment, and it’ll mean I know who’s out there!
It’s kinda scary around the inside of the system right now, cos everyone’s very stressed and upset, and, well, you know who is being herself. But I don’t think that means anything unusual. I think it means the same thing it always does, which is that things are actually changing. If things were staying the same, everyone would be miserable, but quiet. Feena came back, that means something. Moonpup is a personality, that also means something. It’s moving, life I mean, stuff and everything. Alright, I’ll let Tasha get back to writing their play now. Ni night.
The DID pack 