Tasha Post, RIP Jenny
Today, at around 2am, we lost Jenny. I wanted to just write down some of the last things she said, or words to that effect.
“Losing hope isn’t like a big bang, like a sudden thing, or a big moment. It’s quiet, it just….suddenly is. One moment you have it, the next, it’s gone, empty. That’s what losing hope is like.”
“I don’t want to be here anymore, everyone lies, everything hurts.”
(In the hospital to a nurse) “I…wanted to die, but I don’t want Tasha to be hurt. Is Tasha going to be okay?”
(And to me, quietly) “Don’t worry, she’ll be here.” (She had lost sense of time and what was going on by this point.)
Brave Jenny, please return one day. I don’t know how to be without you.
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