Upside Downside time.

So, on the upside, I am doing better today and haven’t had a proper episode in a few days, and the one I did have turned into drinking with friends!

On the downside, I got mansplained and talked over at until I left early.

Upside, I am not hungover.

Downside, the 8 year old inside, Jenny, also got out a bit whilst drinking, and has now experienced being drunk.

Upside, she only drunk texted concern for other people.

Downside, it was Rose, who is already acting weird. (Which, in Jenny’s defence is probably why it happened)

Upside, Jenny also had a nice chat with the DID specialist and we may be trying to ease her paranoia (Jenny’s that is).

Downside, since I last posted, Beth has been active as fuck due to being summoned back into the system in an aim to protect other people.

Upside, she’s been quieter, and more easy to reason with.

Downside, that lured Rose into a conversation with her which took a really dark turn verbally.

Upside, we know Beth is still a bitch.

Downside, Beth is a bitch.

Overall…eh?